I have a little bit of time to spare and devote to my blog. Got up super early for a mission, and am still waiting to complete that. So, yesterday and went on foot to every store I could think of (especially the ones who posted adds on craigslist.org) and had TEN interviews. I came home and then woke up an hour and a half later. A lot of the jobs seem promising, no matter what they are they are better than what I had. But, this one shop I applied asked for 9 references (wtf), had me full out a book and then the manager told me the position was full already and she wanted to stop me. Then she tried to sell me things! Seriously? Seriously. Everyone else was awesome, and I am hopefully waiting by my phone.
Don't even remember lying down, but I'm glad I did. Spent the night reading, and eventually resorting to watching that damn addictive Bad Girls Club, which turn into a marathon. Eh, still went to bed at old man time and feel good today, also looking pretty cute!
Well not in that picture, but my outfit is cute and my face looks neither emancipated nor puffy like Renee Zellweger throughout her career. So I'm all good. Lots of important errands to run today.
Again.
Hopefully more of them are job related.
And fuck, I can honestly say "earlier I cut my foot and shoes filling up with blood"...
Because I am bleeding profusely from the smallest piece of glass on the floor (accidentally dropped my ashtray while throwing it away) it's a lot of blood, I am feeling light hea...
Hi I'm back. I think I cut my foot earlier and lost a lot of blood.
I may or may not have fainted, I do take uncontrolled naps on the floor sometimes.
It's an involuntary solo slumber party, at the drop of a dime, and a body.
Note to self: tell Doctor.
Ok, yeah, so I have a lot to do today and it's all pretty fun.
It does involve my first meeting with my ex since we split ( well, first civil meeting), so that should be fun. We have a rendezvous point and all I can think of how it's totally in public and probably the worst place to kill me. I told him the park across the street was much more discreet.
So, we are meeting on the pier. Yup, my unwritten love story- this scene filmed on location on Waikiki Beach...
We shall see, so far it's for us to talk and not fight.
My post later will be good, I have decided, no matter what.
Even if it goes horribly wrong.
I can run really fast and I can swim, so i will at least survive.
And I carry a swanky boot knife, and I will cut you (bonquiqui voice)
Then, I have to run a few errands for my out of town roomies and go to Walmart to pick up a money gram. Or whatever carrier they use.
At least it's super nice out today!
Ok, wardrobe change...
Yes, that is a zippered velour hoodie tank top!
Sickness.
Wow, I look um really hairy...
And motherfucking ready for the world.
Until next time,
K.J. Dominick's
Hours and long walks later:
He blew me off. Well, actually he postponed all day then cancelled. So over it, especially when I express that hurts me more than he knows. And he doesn't care. All his stress is brought on himself, just like mine. I just realize it, he doesn't. That's ok. I'm doing great, never felt healthier ( except lack of food), never been more sober, never been alone and broke.
That's the update. Anything else would just be picking at wounds and ripping scabs off.
I'm trying to move forward, but I'm in love and don't know what to do.
Regardless, talked to my family and have plans with my homegirls tonight....
Hilary and Mariah Baker- I love you so much.
Nikki and Kaitlin Michaels- I am forever in debt to you.
Seriously, I just named four girls who selflessly saved my life.
I couldn't be more grateful.
Shout out to Psalm One and Cristalle Bowen for the inspiration and never ending support. That's why you get free publicity- cuz I love you and your words. Btw, Hug Life drops 02/11...
To my best friend in the whole world Ayisha Dodd, just wanted to shout you out. No need to go into how much I love you and the things I would do for you...
To Colleen Conwell- girl, we met for a reason and are here to help each other out of our current situations.
To Joseph Miozza and Alexandrea Kenyon- thanks for making me seem cooler than I already am. Lol. I appreciate the support, and it will be reciprocated.
To my buddies for life Jeff and Jordy Hopkins, Dylan Johnston and Blake Vanamersfoorth- I love you guys. Thanks for always being there for me. Seriously- your friendship means so much to me. You guys are the best!
To. My family Steven G. Miller, Jill Williams and Mike Miller- thanks for the never ending love.
To my old Chicago friends, I love you and stay warm!
Especially Eric R. Vana, Shawn Durr, Coye Vega, Michael Dean etc...
Kisses to you all, and don't ever let the hating exes ruin your day!
Oh, and to Stephanie and Dax- hugs, kisses and misses.
Smooch- love you guys and would not be as happy as I am right now without all of you
I feel like I'm writing Yearbook shit.
"Have a summer" lol
If I forgot anyone, then I am a loser. Lol
Love eternally,
K.J. Dominick's (again)
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