Today

Today- today was a really fucking strange day in my head, not so much in life. I had to work, so I got up mad early cuz I'm weird and like to be wide awake before I go to work even though I am contradicting it by depriving myself of precious sleep time. Precious, like that black girl "FROM AMERICAN HORROR STORY, OK?!? Gosh! 

Precious. 

God rest her souls...

So, today started out with photos of packages Psalm One is sending me, and that was mad dope.

I also found out that the ONE Jean Grae CD is no longer available to buy on her Bandcamp and I will not own Jeannie EP (in the right way). Bitch woulda gotten my money if she waited. It's been out like 2 weeks! 

Then, work was good, but a lot of almost sales and running around like a monkey. 

I like being a high fashion monkey.

It was good, I spent most of the day broke but fed.

That's really all one can ask for. 

I have a home, a job and life Is finally looking better as far as my positivity levels go

Still working on the whole EX situation, and was particularly hurt to see one of my old friends that I know he likes sitting at my old table when I go pick up my Dog.

It's probably nothing, and I hope they both wrap it up if I go with my gut, but hey, if you gotta move on THAT way, so be it. 

For myself, it's an internal battle and I am nowhere near sleeping with someone else. 

I have no idea where he's at on that front, I can only go off actions and rumors ( hey, I was dumped for the he said she said, I lost a lot of friends because of the he said she said, and I'm in this current state of rebuilding and am still ok with using the he said she motherfucking said)

Came home, had a great talk with my roommate ( I love her)

And now I'm gonna watch some more tv and finish this Heineken until I pass out...

Today was so precious!

-K.J. Dominick's