Ugh...

Well, I was cursed with bizarre flu like symptoms this week, and blessed with many a thing.

It's been gross and rainy, which always affects my mood and usually my health. 

And my perception of certain realities. 

That's ok, I can admit- who am I to judge?

What am I even talking about? 

I ain't really talkin about nothin, I'm just bussin-Rapsody "Betty Shabazz" 

She goes off on that song, oh lord. 

Anyways, been a weird drug fueled ( over the counter, we r talking DayQuil) couple of days and sometimes I am ready to stab that fucking Elephant next to me!!!

I own the night!

Don't forget it. 

Again, what am I talking about? 

Why are you still reading?  

Oh, you're not? Ok, I'll wait...

All the time in the world buddy. Compadre. 

Ok. 

So as I was saying, I'm tripping on cold medicine and having a strange crazy range of emotions that last for about 7 minutes at a time. 

Love my crazy, love it. Think ill name it.

Susan- my crazy. 

I know, this will all be edited out, so it's ok if I keep going.

Like Random House would ever publish this nonsensensical dribble?!?

I also probably shouldn't drink and take NyQuil but who doesn't? I mean, really...

I'm here to reveal things, and I will. All over your face! Lol

Lol. Can you even LOL in a BlogOir? Oh, i made it up so who cares ( insert copyright here)

So, all is a bit hazy, but good.

Seeing my baby ( the dog, not the ex husband) a lot more, and working on the extent of our civility.

So far, basically the same roller coaster it has been for me.

That's ok, I can just focus on me, the next stage, turn off this depressing ass music and get crazy?!?

Forward Flash to like 6 hours later...

My roommate came home and went to bed immediately so I basically had to fend for myself. 

I drank a bunch if Heineken, I had a very strange textversation with the Ex and agreed to take the dog on Saturday so he can go to some party and ended us us saying we still love each other. 

It was weird. 

I'm not gonna lie, it was nice to hear. 

He doesn't usually, well, WE don't often say very nice things to each other, but at least we aren't being mean and cruel anymore.

I only ever did that because I was going crazy and had an empty void even though it seemed I had everything. 

Don't it always seem to go, you don't know what you got till it's gone. 

Just wish I didn't put up with so much from him, as those very reasons are why I was asked to leave and chose to ( we are gonna stick with that)

Anyways, forgive the out of order posting, just putting all my blogs up, all the unfinished Drafts.

They are doing no good sitting in my box ( baa- Dum- Ching!) 

Enjoy my archives, totally out of order

Love,

K.J. Dominick's