Well, I lost one of my best blog entries somehow, didn't want to publish it quite yet cuz I like to let them sit for awhile and then when I re read them I can edit them with a different perspective.
Usually that works, not when I need it to the most, but usually.
Oh well, it was cute but I'm over it.
And I can recreate it, I mean they are my words.
The main thing to remember is that it was a super happy post.
When I was writing it, I was on the way to meet with my EX face to face for the first time since WWWE ( that's World War We for those who don't get it, I know I didn't) I'm all about clarity.
Well, that day I looked and felt great but needed to go see my Convenient Mart Crushes for an Ego boost. Now, there is a cute little store a few blocks from where I stay and every time it go in there the middle aged Korean woman call me things like Mr. Handsome, Babyface and they love me. I guess because I'm nice and smile at them, but they LOVE me!
Like, a lot. One of them even dances when I walk in.
It very well might be because they always catch me when im wearing my cutest outfits and accessories, or just my million dollar smile ( yet again, kidding, I'm not that conceited)
Talk about a great way to start your stride! They totally get business from me even when I don't need smokes ( I quit, but still smoke every once in awhile) or I'm totally geeking from too much caffeine but I still buy another Red Bull just to basically buy their compliments.
I thought that they maybe used this to get regulars, but have never seen them speak to anyone in that fashion before. So it's gotta be just for me!
And I will keep telling myself that!
I am the King of Sexiness and available at your local Convenient Mart.
The meeting with the EX went well, left a lot unresolved but still I found comfort in knowing he is ok, and I am ok, and we are at least on ok terms. Ok.
Not going to go into it too much into it because it was what it is, but I'm sure there will be an update in the future.
Other than that, life has been really good.
I bought a bed ( finally I'm not sleeping on couches that I don't fit on and Futons that I also don't fit on because I am 6'1" like my favorite Liz Phair song), a cute bedspread and a new lamp that works oh so well with my Hue lights... And a Zombie Teddy bear named Chad.
As you can tell, I'm in love with Chad, my lights and my new bed.
In love to almost an unhealthy state.
Hey- if it makes you happy, it can't be that bad ( as long as it's not drugs, then it can be that bad)
And life is just good, but I'm a bit bummed since most of my friends are leaving this revolving door we call home.
That's kind of how Hawaii works, people come, they go, you build friendships and gain international friends for life but it's still sad that they are leaving you.
Alas, it just leaves me more room to be better friends with my friends who stay and reconsider all my options for my future.
Well, I will leave you guys to get back to life, back to reality and I will do the same myself.
Just know, there will be more.
I will be back with more words of wisdom for you, just not right now.
I'm spent. Get me a warm washcloth and hold me while I roll over.
Love you,
K.J. Dominick's
You never needed accessories! You're just that cool and they love you for you like I do! I'm glad the meeting went ok and you look happy!
ReplyDeleteThanks baby! Love you too!
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